writing about you is exhausting
all I want to do is curl up under a pillow
or under a rock
and forget everything that has ever happened
I want to scrub the pain off of my heart, my skin, my hands
I want to wash you away in a river
Like Naaman washed off his disease
It had plagued him for years
But he finally found relief
7 times he was asked to dip
and 7 times he dipped
dipped dipped dipped till he was clean
white as snow
fresh and clean
I want that
I don’t want to be so tired
Of re-living that night
Those days
Those months
I want to be new
God, make me new
Beautiful, I feel the words and feelings you put off.
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