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Pain, Relationships

Run, baby, run

Yesterday I walked away from the love of my life I walked away from his beautiful face His soft curly hair And his cute broken smile Yesterday I ran away from the love of my life I ran away from his nonchalant attitude His dismissive words And his dispassionate love I am not sure what… Continue reading Run, baby, run

Relationships, Self love, Uncategorized

There is Hope in Christ (tw: suicide)

Death It hurts everyone Please don't die If you think there's no one else on earth who can help you I'll show you that's not the case Even if you think life is not worth living I'll show you that's not the case I'm sorry I didn't come over that one time when you asked… Continue reading There is Hope in Christ (tw: suicide)

Relationships, Short Story

Friends (Part 1)

Feel the blades of grass beneath your skin Against the touch of your fingers Feel the warmth of the sun upon your face Against the hairs on the back of your neck You don't know what you want but it doesn't matter because this. feels. just. right. Close your eyes Inhale deeply Do you feel… Continue reading Friends (Part 1)

Relationships

I’m Sorry

I love you like my ex Loved Me. Sometimes I say I love you when I don’t mean it I’m sorry; I don’t mean that at all I just say it because Well It feels good to say it It feels good to hear it back "I love you" 3 words. 8 letters I love… Continue reading I’m Sorry

Pain

How could you leave us…

How are we just supposed to move on with life without you here? Can someone just tell me? This wasn’t supposed to happen You can’t convince me otherwise   I’m sitting at my desk and I can’t concentrate I can’t do work I want to grieve I haven’t had time to   I miss you… Continue reading How could you leave us…

Pain

When a heart breaks

I want to write about pain Now, pain is not a feeling that can be easily explained Pain hurts. I mean everyone knows that. I have only experienced pain a few times in my life and I am grateful for that Except when I had those experiences, I felt like I would never get out… Continue reading When a heart breaks

Relationships

Hey

Hey I miss you I miss you like flowers misses the sun on a rainy day We haven't talked in a few hours and it is as if my entire heart is being torn apart into tiny little pieces  Slowly A hundred thoughts are racing through my mind about why you haven't responded to my… Continue reading Hey

Blackness, Relationships

Ford

How the hell does a broken heart get back together again? When the sword of slavery has ripped it apart When the laws of society have held you bound What kind of love do you say this is? That we must tiptoe into bed and not make sound That you can hold my hand but… Continue reading Ford

Self love

Bedtime Routine

I don’t feel beautiful Yeah I know everyone is beautiful in their own way Or is it that beauty is from within Or wait is it that it doesn’t matter what your face looks like what matters is your personality Or is it that beauty is in the eye of the beholder Oh well whatever… Continue reading Bedtime Routine

Relationships

Take Me Back

My love for you is greater now, than it ever was before. but little do I know right now, how much I'll love you more. If I could have just one wish, i'd want to wake up everyday as close as a dog on a leash  listening to your laugh when you play   I… Continue reading Take Me Back