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Pain, Self love

Remember Me

i have traveled far beyond return i  struggle to find my way back grappling what seems to be just thin air digging my nails into the wall in order to balance my feet my lungs seem to release air rather than recycle it i cannot see a thing   i remember my mother who once… Continue reading Remember Me

Relationships, Self love

When Love Returns

When an old flame of love gets rekindled People become skeptical of its willingness to last Will it stand the wave of next flood Or will it crackle under the weight of past guilt   Oh but how sweet it feels To be back with the one you once loved To feel the feelings that… Continue reading When Love Returns

God, Relationships, Self love

I am not alone

Reflecting on God's presence in my life and I think of myself as a child. I stumble blindly throughout life thinking I know where to go, how to do things, crying when I don't get my way and so on. We are all God's children. Literally. Whether old or young, God still sees you as… Continue reading I am not alone

Self love

Tension Headaches

I realized today that I might have a problem I was trying to figure out why I get so worked up sometimes Why I can't leave any stone unturned No I’s undotted And no T’s uncrossed Sometimes I’d get so annoyed with myself for being overwhelmed   I stress myself out to the point of… Continue reading Tension Headaches

Relationships, Short Story

Chapter 1: Troy

The rays of sunlight burst into the room from the window on the right. There are no other windows so all of the photons are engaged in a fierce battle to come through this one little square. The taste of humidity steals up to my tongue. The smell of soap and freshly washed linen fills… Continue reading Chapter 1: Troy

Pain, Relationships

Run, baby, run

Yesterday I walked away from the love of my life I walked away from his beautiful face His soft curly hair And his cute broken smile Yesterday I ran away from the love of my life I ran away from his nonchalant attitude His dismissive words And his dispassionate love I am not sure what… Continue reading Run, baby, run

Relationships, Self love, Uncategorized

There is Hope in Christ (tw: suicide)

Death It hurts everyone Please don't die If you think there's no one else on earth who can help you I'll show you that's not the case Even if you think life is not worth living I'll show you that's not the case I'm sorry I didn't come over that one time when you asked… Continue reading There is Hope in Christ (tw: suicide)

Relationships, Short Story

Friends (Part 1)

Feel the blades of grass beneath your skin Against the touch of your fingers Feel the warmth of the sun upon your face Against the hairs on the back of your neck You don't know what you want but it doesn't matter because this. feels. just. right. Close your eyes Inhale deeply Do you feel… Continue reading Friends (Part 1)

Relationships

I’m Sorry

I love you like my ex Loved Me. Sometimes I say I love you when I don’t mean it I’m sorry; I don’t mean that at all I just say it because Well It feels good to say it It feels good to hear it back "I love you" 3 words. 8 letters I love… Continue reading I’m Sorry