Pain, Relationships, Self love

My Mini Love

My mini love My love is a mini me A reincarnation of myself A misrepresentation of my feelings The same feelings that I shake off every morning when I get out of bed A disbelief in myself In my ability to love myself In my ability to love others I am capable; I tell myself… Continue reading My Mini Love

Pain, Relationships

My Broken Heart

where do i begin i figured i would write when the tears stopped im not sure if the fact that they stopped is good or bad but i have to move on somehow i can’t even write about this because im still hurt i haven’t been able to write for a while because when i… Continue reading My Broken Heart

Pain, Relationships, Self love

Why do we love?

Why do we love?Are we just trying to find our place in this world?Trying to find that someone who completes us?Or are we just afraid of being alone?Searching for a deeper connectionAnywhere and everywhere I found a guy For meJust like the song perfect, He is beautiful and sweetI held his handI felt his pulseIn… Continue reading Why do we love?

God, Pain, Relationships

in loving memory of…

Sitting in a dark church Dang Just lost another Dang Don't have a mother Dang Can't reach my father I want to scream out loud LORD Not. Another. Not another... Didn't we go over this We talked about this I said I couldn't do this anymore I cried to you God... not again

Relationships, Self love

When Love Returns

When an old flame of love gets rekindled People become skeptical of its willingness to last Will it stand the wave of next flood Or will it crackle under the weight of past guilt   Oh but how sweet it feels To be back with the one you once loved To feel the feelings that… Continue reading When Love Returns

God, Relationships, Self love

I am not alone

Reflecting on God's presence in my life and I think of myself as a child. I stumble blindly throughout life thinking I know where to go, how to do things, crying when I don't get my way and so on. We are all God's children. Literally. Whether old or young, God still sees you as… Continue reading I am not alone

Pain, Relationships

Run, baby, run

Yesterday I walked away from the love of my life I walked away from his beautiful face His soft curly hair And his cute broken smile Yesterday I ran away from the love of my life I ran away from his nonchalant attitude His dismissive words And his dispassionate love I am not sure what… Continue reading Run, baby, run

Relationships, Self love, Uncategorized

There is Hope in Christ (tw: suicide)

Death It hurts everyone Please don't die If you think there's no one else on earth who can help you I'll show you that's not the case Even if you think life is not worth living I'll show you that's not the case I'm sorry I didn't come over that one time when you asked… Continue reading There is Hope in Christ (tw: suicide)

Relationships, Short Story

Friends (Part 1)

Feel the blades of grass beneath your skin Against the touch of your fingers Feel the warmth of the sun upon your face Against the hairs on the back of your neck You don't know what you want but it doesn't matter because this. feels. just. right. Close your eyes Inhale deeply Do you feel… Continue reading Friends (Part 1)