Pain, Relationships, Self love

My Mini Love

My mini love My love is a mini me A reincarnation of myself A misrepresentation of my feelings The same feelings that I shake off every morning when I get out of bed A disbelief in myself In my ability to love myself In my ability to love others I am capable; I tell myself… Continue reading My Mini Love

Pain, Relationships, Self love

Why do we love?

Why do we love?Are we just trying to find our place in this world?Trying to find that someone who completes us?Or are we just afraid of being alone?Searching for a deeper connectionAnywhere and everywhere I found a guy For meJust like the song perfect, He is beautiful and sweetI held his handI felt his pulseIn… Continue reading Why do we love?

Pain, Self love

Remember Me

i have traveled far beyond return i  struggle to find my way back grappling what seems to be just thin air digging my nails into the wall in order to balance my feet my lungs seem to release air rather than recycle it i cannot see a thing   i remember my mother who once… Continue reading Remember Me

Relationships, Self love

When Love Returns

When an old flame of love gets rekindled People become skeptical of its willingness to last Will it stand the wave of next flood Or will it crackle under the weight of past guilt   Oh but how sweet it feels To be back with the one you once loved To feel the feelings that… Continue reading When Love Returns

God, Relationships, Self love

I am not alone

Reflecting on God's presence in my life and I think of myself as a child. I stumble blindly throughout life thinking I know where to go, how to do things, crying when I don't get my way and so on. We are all God's children. Literally. Whether old or young, God still sees you as… Continue reading I am not alone

Self love

Tension Headaches

I realized today that I might have a problem I was trying to figure out why I get so worked up sometimes Why I can't leave any stone unturned No I’s undotted And no T’s uncrossed Sometimes I’d get so annoyed with myself for being overwhelmed   I stress myself out to the point of… Continue reading Tension Headaches

Relationships, Self love, Uncategorized

There is Hope in Christ (tw: suicide)

Death It hurts everyone Please don't die If you think there's no one else on earth who can help you I'll show you that's not the case Even if you think life is not worth living I'll show you that's not the case I'm sorry I didn't come over that one time when you asked… Continue reading There is Hope in Christ (tw: suicide)

Self love

Bedtime Routine

I don’t feel beautiful Yeah I know everyone is beautiful in their own way Or is it that beauty is from within Or wait is it that it doesn’t matter what your face looks like what matters is your personality Or is it that beauty is in the eye of the beholder Oh well whatever… Continue reading Bedtime Routine

Relationships, Self love

Confusion

why do guys confuse nice words with affection kind gestures with flirtation and glistening eyes with devotion   maybe I am just a nice person maybe I am just a giving person maybe I was just born with these pretty eyes