God, Pain, Relationships

in loving memory of…

Sitting in a dark church Dang Just lost another Dang Don't have a mother Dang Can't reach my father I want to scream out loud LORD Not. Another. Not another... Didn't we go over this We talked about this I said I couldn't do this anymore I cried to you God... not again

Pain, Short Story

I Have No One To Hold

In my senior year of college I stopped biting my nails In my senior year of college my mom got sick We heard she was sick in October Again But then she had surgery She had the surgery She got better . So I stopped biting my nails For my mom Because she got better… Continue reading I Have No One To Hold

Pain, Self love

Remember Me

i have traveled far beyond return i  struggle to find my way back grappling what seems to be just thin air digging my nails into the wall in order to balance my feet my lungs seem to release air rather than recycle it i cannot see a thing   i remember my mother who once… Continue reading Remember Me

Relationships, Self love

When Love Returns

When an old flame of love gets rekindled People become skeptical of its willingness to last Will it stand the wave of next flood Or will it crackle under the weight of past guilt   Oh but how sweet it feels To be back with the one you once loved To feel the feelings that… Continue reading When Love Returns

Self love

Tension Headaches

I realized today that I might have a problem I was trying to figure out why I get so worked up sometimes Why I can't leave any stone unturned No I’s undotted And no T’s uncrossed Sometimes I’d get so annoyed with myself for being overwhelmed   I stress myself out to the point of… Continue reading Tension Headaches

Pain, Relationships

Run, baby, run

Yesterday I walked away from the love of my life I walked away from his beautiful face His soft curly hair And his cute broken smile Yesterday I ran away from the love of my life I ran away from his nonchalant attitude His dismissive words And his dispassionate love I am not sure what… Continue reading Run, baby, run

Relationships, Short Story

Friends (Part 1)

Feel the blades of grass beneath your skin Against the touch of your fingers Feel the warmth of the sun upon your face Against the hairs on the back of your neck You don't know what you want but it doesn't matter because this. feels. just. right. Close your eyes Inhale deeply Do you feel… Continue reading Friends (Part 1)

Pain

When a heart breaks

I want to write about pain Now, pain is not a feeling that can be easily explained Pain hurts. I mean everyone knows that. I have only experienced pain a few times in my life and I am grateful for that Except when I had those experiences, I felt like I would never get out… Continue reading When a heart breaks

Relationships

Hey

Hey I miss you I miss you like flowers miss the sun on a rainy day We haven't talked in a few hours and it is as if my entire heart is being torn apart into tiny little pieces  Slowly A hundred thoughts are racing through my mind about why you haven't responded to my… Continue reading Hey