Pain, Relationships, Self love

My Mini Love

My mini love My love is a mini me A reincarnation of myself A misrepresentation of my feelings The same feelings that I shake off every morning when I get out of bed A disbelief in myself In my ability to love myself In my ability to love others I am capable; I tell myself… Continue reading My Mini Love

Pain, Short Story

I Have No One To Hold

In my senior year of college I stopped biting my nails In my senior year of college my mom got sick We heard she was sick in October Again But then she had surgery She had the surgery She got better . So I stopped biting my nails For my mom Because she got better… Continue reading I Have No One To Hold

Relationships, Self love, Uncategorized

There is Hope in Christ (tw: suicide)

Death It hurts everyone Please don't die If you think there's no one else on earth who can help you I'll show you that's not the case Even if you think life is not worth living I'll show you that's not the case I'm sorry I didn't come over that one time when you asked… Continue reading There is Hope in Christ (tw: suicide)

Self love

Bedtime Routine

I don’t feel beautiful Yeah I know everyone is beautiful in their own way Or is it that beauty is from within Or wait is it that it doesn’t matter what your face looks like what matters is your personality Or is it that beauty is in the eye of the beholder Oh well whatever… Continue reading Bedtime Routine

Relationships

Take Me Back

My love for you is greater now, than it ever was before. but little do I know right now, how much I'll love you more.   If I could have just one wish, i'd want to wake up everyday closer than a dog on a leash  listening to your laugh when we play   but… Continue reading Take Me Back

Relationships

Love; a roller coaster

Miraculous. Unpredictable. Strapped tight into a seat trying hard to calm the butterflies inside Anxious before every turn Every lift and every drop Ecstasy. High-spirits. No time to care. Then in the blink of an eye, your stomach drops! The butterflies feel like worms But wait… We rise up again Soaring Racing past all limits… Continue reading Love; a roller coaster

Blackness, Uncategorized

Smoke

I had the most interesting conversation with a girl. She came up to me nervous acting like this wasn't normal for her. Whether it was an act or not I couldn't tell but anyway She looked pretty: well dressed with a nice sweater and long skirt. She was taller than I was and pretty. Her… Continue reading Smoke

Blackness

I am the moon (and I wonder if it’s because I’m black)

It's hard to feel nowadays Because I don't feel anymore It's hard to think about my feelings right now Because I don't think anymore I just lie here Waiting Hoping that when the sun rises The pain will be over I close my eyes and try to remember The images are blurry and I can't… Continue reading I am the moon (and I wonder if it’s because I’m black)

Uncategorized

Death Stings (TW)

Death stings It drags It shakes the world -- Every time someone falls Every time the last breath is released An earthquake A wave of emotion It's unbearable Unthinkable Un-liveable -- It's like I can't breathe myself as I watch you lose your abilities My stomach turns over on itself The floor beneath my feet quivers Goose… Continue reading Death Stings (TW)

Relationships, Self love

A Piece of my Heart

I gave my heart away in pieces To people To guys To you I gave my heart away in pieces It hurts I'm not whole I am lost I gave my heart away in pieces Like a birthday cake for that golden year Like I was the brownie for dessert Like I am not my… Continue reading A Piece of my Heart