Pain, Relationships, Self love

My Mini Love

My mini love My love is a mini me A reincarnation of myself A misrepresentation of my feelings The same feelings that I shake off every morning when I get out of bed A disbelief in myself In my ability to love myself In my ability to love others I am capable; I tell myself… Continue reading My Mini Love

God, Pain, Relationships

in loving memory of…

Sitting in a dark church Dang Just lost another Dang Don't have a mother Dang Can't reach my father I want to scream out loud LORD Not. Another. Not another... Didn't we go over this We talked about this I said I couldn't do this anymore I cried to you God... not again

Pain, Short Story

I Have No One To Hold

In my senior year of college I stopped biting my nails In my senior year of college my mom got sick We heard she was sick in October Again But then she had surgery She had the surgery She got better . So I stopped biting my nails For my mom Because she got better… Continue reading I Have No One To Hold

Pain, Self love

Remember Me

i have traveled far beyond return i  struggle to find my way back grappling what seems to be just thin air digging my nails into the wall in order to balance my feet my lungs seem to release air rather than recycle it i cannot see a thing   i remember my mother who once… Continue reading Remember Me

God, Relationships, Self love

I am not alone

Reflecting on God's presence in my life and I think of myself as a child. I stumble blindly throughout life thinking I know where to go, how to do things, crying when I don't get my way and so on. We are all God's children. Literally. Whether old or young, God still sees you as… Continue reading I am not alone

Self love

Tension Headaches

I realized today that I might have a problem I was trying to figure out why I get so worked up sometimes Why I can't leave any stone unturned No I’s undotted And no T’s uncrossed Sometimes I’d get so annoyed with myself for being overwhelmed   I stress myself out to the point of… Continue reading Tension Headaches