Pain, Relationships

My Broken Heart

where do i begin i figured i would write when the tears stopped im not sure if the fact that they stopped is good or bad but i have to move on somehow i can’t even write about this because im still hurt i haven’t been able to write for a while because when i… Continue reading My Broken Heart

Pain, Self love

Remember Me

i have traveled far beyond return i  struggle to find my way back grappling what seems to be just thin air digging my nails into the wall in order to balance my feet my lungs seem to release air rather than recycle it i cannot see a thing   i remember my mother who once… Continue reading Remember Me

Self love

Tension Headaches

I realized today that I might have a problem I was trying to figure out why I get so worked up sometimes Why I can't leave any stone unturned No I’s undotted And no T’s uncrossed Sometimes I’d get so annoyed with myself for being overwhelmed   I stress myself out to the point of… Continue reading Tension Headaches

Pain, Relationships

Run, baby, run

Yesterday I walked away from the love of my life I walked away from his beautiful face His soft curly hair And his cute broken smile Yesterday I ran away from the love of my life I ran away from his nonchalant attitude His dismissive words And his dispassionate love I am not sure what… Continue reading Run, baby, run

Relationships

I’m Sorry

I love you like my ex Loved Me. Sometimes I say I love you when I don’t mean it I’m sorry; I don’t mean that at all I just say it because Well It feels good to say it It feels good to hear it back "I love you" 3 words. 8 letters I love… Continue reading I’m Sorry

Pain

How could you leave us…

How are we just supposed to move on with life without you here? Can someone just tell me? This wasn’t supposed to happen You can’t convince me otherwise   I’m sitting at my desk and I can’t concentrate I can’t do work I want to grieve I haven’t had time to   I miss you… Continue reading How could you leave us…